Monday, March 15, 2010
Going out of my mind...
I feel like I'm going to crawl out of my skin. Literally, or actually, figuratively. I can hardly sit still. My heart is beating fast in my chest, and the nervousness is washing over me like a wave. I'm listening to my favorite music, which is supposed to be soothing, but no dice. I tried to do house chores to stay busy and active but that only amped me up more. I tried to take a nap to shut my mind up, but that only made my mind race more. I don't know what to do. I took an extra Ativan, but I know that it won't work. I'm just anxiously awaiting my doc appt on Wednesday and hoping he has some words of wisdom for me. The last time I felt like this I got put on Adderall, but I'll never take that again-it made me too sick (but did fix the anxiety problem, sadly). I wish there were some cure for all of this!
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